My first weekend without drinking. Friday night was ok, I was busy trying to finish off my assignment for college so I was busy. Last night after college was a bit hard, all I wanted to do was come home, put my feet up and have a drink! My usual routine. But instead I took my son shopping. I was going to buy some alcohol free beer, but in talking with my son and walking round the shops I forgot all about it. Driving home I realised the only days I would be driving around so late (7pm) before would have been because we had no wine at home, and I had to go out and buy some. Now I could drive around because I am alcohol free. It was quite liberating really to not have to worry about making sure we had wine at home!
I am trying really hard not to give myself a get out of jail free card, what's the point if I do that. Then I have given myself licence to fail. So no, I am not going to drink for 100 days.
I am sitting here on Sunday it's nearly 4 pm and I was just wishing for a drink. Instead I have sat down with some chocolate. I should be trying to cut down on the amount of rubbish that I eat, but I am not going to be hard on myself today. I have given up drinking and smoking, so for now the chocolate has to stay.
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